Emily Aleta

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ghostgirlmd — Wed, 23 May 2012 16:33:32 -0400

"A women under stress is not immediately concerned with finding solutions to her problems but rather..."

ghostgirlmd — Wed, 23 May 2012 16:32:29 -0400

““A women under stress is not immediately concerned with finding solutions to her problems but rather seeks relief by expressing herself and being understood.” ~John Gray”

- http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/keywords/stress.html

Stress

ghostgirlmd — Wed, 23 May 2012 16:31:30 -0400

Stress is something that affects everyone, no matter how hard we try to keep it away from us. It is an ever present inconvenience that forces us to do more than we physically, and mentally, are able to handle. Stress makes us angry, depressed, disheartened. It makes us feel as though we are alone in the world, even though there are hundreds, even thousands of other people in the world who feel the exact same way that you do at the exact same moment in time.

Recently, stress has been overtaking my life. Between work, school and family it seems like I haven’t been in control of my own life. I work for no money, I go to school only to feel as if I know nothing, and my family forces me to think about the future, not by their words, but by their actions. I sit and I wonder, will I ever be able to find a job that actually has monetary value? Will I ever be able to walk into a math class and actually feel like I’m accomplishing something? Will I ever be able to leave home and feel like my family will be ok without me? It’s just constant stress and I don’t know how to handle it.

But, still, I know that I am not alone. I know that, even in my own school, there are people who feel the exact same way, maybe even worse. I sit, and I think that, maybe with this blog I might help someone in some way and that gives me a little bit of hope. I use this as a diary really, writing about whatever is on my mind, sharing my experiences and sharing my feelings. And, if this helps anyone in any kind of way, then I know that I have done a good job. I don’t require any knowledge of the help. I just want people to know, I’m here. I’ll listen. And I’ll try to help.

"For me, singing sad songs often has a way of healing a situation. It gets the hurt out in the open..."

ghostgirlmd — Sun, 01 Apr 2012 20:03:35 -0400

“For me, singing sad songs often has a way of healing a situation. It gets the hurt out in the open into the light, out of the darkness.
Reba McEntire”

- http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/topics/topic_music.html#JYdrsyvIkv60A4IA.99

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ghostgirlmd — Sun, 01 Apr 2012 19:58:57 -0400

Music

ghostgirlmd — Sun, 01 Apr 2012 19:57:37 -0400

Music has different effects on different people. For me, it relaxes me. I can be having the worst day of my life and then I’ll sit down and turn on music and, for a little while, I’m able to forget about everything it troubling me. I get lost in the lyrics and the beat. It clears my mind and it just lets me relax. Say you’re having a stress filled day and you’re about ready to kill the next person that talks to you or, God forbid, asks you if you’re ok. Isn’t that the worst question that anyone can ever ask. If I was ok then I wouldn’t look like I wasn’t ok! Anyway, just sitting down in a room and listening to any kinda of music you enjoy can do wonders. You just get lost and let your mind wonder. Bubble bathes are also good for this but music is easier. So, next time you think you’re about to start crying or feel like you’re about to go on a murdering spree, turn on your favorite song, close your eyes, and just relax. Clear your mind. Let the lyrics take you away. I can almost guarantee you’ll feel better in some kind of way.

I love you guys!!

ghostgirlmd — Tue, 06 Mar 2012 13:27:41 -0500

I love you guys!!

Happy New Year 2012!! <3

ghostgirlmd — Sat, 31 Dec 2011 18:36:11 -0500

Happy New Year 2012!! <3

New Year

ghostgirlmd — Sat, 31 Dec 2011 18:34:54 -0500

A New Year brings along with it new challenges, new failures, new joys and new sorrows. It brings about a chance to change who you are and to improve your life. You’ll meet new people and lose old friends. You’ll fall out of one love and into another. If you’re really lucky then the new year will be better than the last and you’ll be able to walk through the 12 months that follow 12:00 a.m. on January 1st with a permanent smile on your face and nothing but happiness in your heart. If you’re unlucky, it could be the exact opposite. But, whatever life throws at you, just know that you are never alone to go through it. You have you friends and your family by your side and they are more than willing to help you through your battles and to encourage you in your challenges. They may be the cause of your happiness or they may be the reason for your sadness.

A New Year means that you have a chance to change who you are, whether it be for better or for worse. It’s a new start to your life and you can be a new, and possibly better, person. Just know that, no matter what happens in the New Year, you can always change your mind during the year and make a new start. Start off the year on a good foot and with a smile on your face. I wish you nothing but the best of luck and all the happiness that you deserve. Happy New Year!

Reblog so people know who you are:

ghostgirlmd — Wed, 23 Nov 2011 23:12:06 -0500

Name: Emily
Tumblr Name: EmilyAleta
Nickname(s): Em, Emsy, Emmy, Ems
Birthday: February 27
Relationship Status: Single
Random fact about you: I crack my knuckles and click my tongue but I yell at other people when they do it because its my biggest pet peeve.
Hobbies/Interests: Big Time Rush, Music, Ghosts, Paranormal, Cryptozoology, Acting
Do you smoke/drink: No and No.
Why Tumblr?: Because I love it <3

I like this. You guys who take time to read my blog deserve to know who I am. If you want to know more just message me.

Wisdom

ghostgirlmd — Wed, 23 Nov 2011 19:03:35 -0500

Wisdom comes in all shapes and sizes. Today I was scrolling through my Facebook news feed and I saw what one of my friends, John, had posted. It inspired me because it spoke to me. It’s almost exactly what I believe. For a long time I’ve thought that wisdom has to come from older people or people who lived hundreds of years ago. But, that isn’t true. Everyone is wise in their own way. You just have to be willing to listen to them to learn from them. So, open your ears and open your hearts. You never know when someone may touch you with their words and inspire your life.

"You’ll get the respect you deserve, again its a long and harrowing road, but despite that its..."

ghostgirlmd — Wed, 23 Nov 2011 18:59:30 -0500

““You’ll get the respect you deserve, again its a long and harrowing road, but despite that its what keeps all of us from jumping off buildings and just taking our lives for insignificant puddles of nothing. The emotional part of life is a very necessary one because without it everyone on this planet would either become primal and only seek to please their own survival instinct, or we’d all become zombies that have no other purpose but to walk aimlessly around this planet. Also, people may have their unique behavior aspects, but they can change if you present them with a good enough reason to, and with all words, you are right they are just words, but its the meaning that is assigned to them that makes people form opinion and connotation. You have very good qualities about you that could blow anyone away that you know, and probably already have. Just because a few idiots stand in your way, doesn’t mean that you should ultimately give up. Everyone’s gone through hardship but yet, the few that give up are the ones that truly suffer in the end. Trust me, I’ve seen in unfold multiple times in my family AND my friends and its a living hell to think that no matter what you do its not gonna make a difference. Remember these words “If you think it so, it shall be.” ” ~ John DiGuglielmo”

- http://www.facebook.com/john.diguglielmo

Fear

ghostgirlmd — Sun, 13 Nov 2011 19:25:09 -0500

Fear comes in many forms. It may be fear of an object, an animal, another person, an emotion, or of a change to your normal life. I’ve faced many fears in my life and I experience fear as a normal part of my life. I have a devastating fear of lizards. I am constantly in fear of letting people down. I fear quick and sudden change. I fear loss and loneliness. I have a fear of one man who I never want to see again. But, most recently, I’ve been taken over by a new fear. Parental fear. I’m not a parent, but recently my best friend had a son, Lowell. You’ve heard me reference him numerous times already, even devoting an entire post to him. Let me tell you a quick story.

Lowell was born at 5:23 pm on 11/11/11 after an emergency C-section. He was healthy at birth and is a happy baby who loves to scream whenever he’s in the arms of anyone except for his mother. Last night he came down with Jaundice, a relatively common disease among babies that is curable. Today, while I was at the hospital for a visit, his mother got a call that he had an infection that needed attention. This caused her to break down into tears and seeing her like that broke my heart and sent me into a panic. I don’t want anything to happen to him, I love him with all my heart. He has a death grip on my heart. Now, he’s on medication and should be coming home on Tuesday.

That fear was true and unrelenting. I’ve been praying non-stop since I got home and I’ve been having my friends and family pray as well. God seems to be answering our prayers. Fear is real. Fear is something that will always be with us, just in different forms. We have to overcome fear, conquer it, and become stronger because of it. It’s hard, and it is for everyone. But you cannot let fear win. You have to push through and you have to fight. Because, in the end, you can always beat fear. You have the power to win.

"The only thing we have to fear is fear it’self - nameless, unreasoning, unjustified, terror..."

ghostgirlmd — Sun, 13 Nov 2011 19:17:10 -0500

““The only thing we have to fear is fear it’self - nameless, unreasoning, unjustified, terror which paralyzes needed efforts to convert retreat into advance.”
—— FDR - First Inaugural Address, March 4, 1933”

- http://phobialist.com/fears.html

Not only do I like your blog (haha I found it) but I also am OBSESSED with you secretly. Ok here we go.. I got this idea from a Tumblr spam I got once lol.. I think you like me too and you were always too shy to admit it :3 go to crushmatches(dót)com (wtf it wont let me link regular) and make an account there. Then look up the profile 'gottagetme19' (me obviously) I left body pictures.. if you can guess who I am hit me up and we'll hang soon. You need a C C but its free

Sun, 13 Nov 2011 19:15:54 -0500

I have no clue who you are and I’m not going to that website. If you want to talk to me and/or hang out with me you’re going to have to tell me who you are and actually send me a message with your name. And, FYI, telling a girl that you are ‘OBSESSED with them secretly’ isn’t a good way to start a convo. It sounds super stalkerish.

Children

ghostgirlmd — Sat, 12 Nov 2011 15:51:41 -0500

11/11/11. Veterans day. Wish day. Baby Lowell’s birthday. Today, I went and saw Lowell for the first time and the minute I held him my heart melted and I knew that I would love him forever, even if he isn’t my son. I love his mother, she’s one of my best friends, and therefore I love him and wish him only the best. But, seeing him also made me wonder what I’ll be like with my own children. Will I be a good mother? Will I give them everything they need and/or want? Parents cannot give their children everything, no matter how much they try. But giving your child love and compassion and an understanding and open minded environment to grow up in is everything.

Children are blessings, each and everyone one of them. They are innocent and loving human beings. Every time a new baby is born, it is Mother Nature attempting to create the perfect human being. Every child is born with a strong love for their parents and a strong curiosity about the world around them. Some parents have the same strong love and help to nurture that curiosity. Others need help. It doesn’t matter what kind of parent you. If you love your child they will know it and be forever thankful, even if they do not act like it.

"A new baby is like the beginning of all things, hope, a dream of possibilities."

ghostgirlmd — Sat, 12 Nov 2011 15:46:33 -0500

“A new baby is like the beginning of all things, hope, a dream of possibilities.”

- http://www.coolnsmart.com/baby_quotes/

I loved you before you knew it, I love you now, and I’ll...

ghostgirlmd — Sat, 12 Nov 2011 15:45:00 -0500

I loved you before you knew it, I love you now, and I’ll love you until I die. You may not be mine but I care for you like you are and I hope you succeed in everything you set your mind to. I will always be here for you, and you can come to with anything. I love you Lowell <3

Msg me on Yahoo Messenger right now my SN is scothawketdd121143

Sun, 30 Oct 2011 16:18:50 -0400

I don’t have a Yahoo Messenger

"Monsters are real, and ghosts are real too. They live inside us, and sometimes, they win.”..."

ghostgirlmd — Sat, 22 Oct 2011 17:38:06 -0400

““Monsters are real, and ghosts are real too. They live inside us, and sometimes, they win.” Stephen King”